i'm tired of thinking of ways to change my life to give it meaning to make it better when there is already so much good - i'm afraid of so many things i feel a constant fear but so far in my life its been manageable. what else is manageable - my anxiety, the subtle linger thoughts of paranoia
what is not so manageable - my depression, my anger
I feel like a foggy headed zombie today - but i'm okay with that because the fuzz in my head is preventing me from feeling all the pain and stress that i put on my self to figure out a way to change things and make everything better
today even as strange as I feel I know it's from the new meds and with those new meds came hope that this will be the cocktail I've been looking for.
I need a place to throw the garbage that are my thoughts when i'm in this kind of place in my head - and i might as well track how i'm doing on my new meds.
Wellbutrin 300mg (taken in am)
Lamictal 25mg (taken in am) - 4th day
side effects: sore muscles, tired during the day, but awake when i try to go to bed
Ativan .5mg (taken at night as needed to sleep)
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