pdoc yesterday went ok - she thinks i should go back to therapy - i feel like i've talked the subjects of my life to death - i have good things in my life and i'm still not happy - i've tried hobbies and volunteering - i'm still unhappy for NO GOOD REASON - it makes me hate myself and how selfish i am since there is nothing obvious that I can see thats really wrong of bad
I'm a selfish person who is going to get the tragic reason to be sad that I deserve for being depressed when i have it better that alot of people