I've lost 8 lbs since 1/17 and it hasn't been hard even though i'm eating under 1200 calories most of the time - its weird - i was only a lb or 2 lighter than this 4 yrs ago and i feel so much bigger right now - before i could see the bone at the top of my shoulder
i know in the past i've gained weight in different places so maybe i'm just losing it in different places this time
i've had my scale for like 5 years so maybe its battery is on the way out and its not accurate -there is a scale that you like sit on at work so i think ill use that first thing tomorrow just to see if the numbers are close
even my smallest size 2s are fitting
i dont want to jinx it but i think the increase to 125mg of lamical is helping
i'm not sure if maybe this time its so easy because i'm not despreate or in a hurry to get to a gw - anything under 127 is lower than i've been in years - its almost like a game i'm playing with myself - i realize that this is a distraction from my life - if i'm always thinking about my disease than i can't think about whatever else is in my head