today is friday and as i do every friday i'm telling myself that this
weekend i will get my shit together and start living my life the way i
think i want to - i really wish i had some kind of end goal for my
life - its nice to have something to strive for - all i can come up
with are extremely shallow like weight loss - there really is nothing
i want in life i have no passions no hobbies no seemingly impossible
aspirations
as i have for the past 6 years i wonder is this it? am i just killing
time until i die? is loving, being loved and being grateful for that
all there really is? the world seems to be all about love or lack of
love - people want to love and be loved, hate is the absence of love
-it seems like that is it - so i work to have money to do things with
my loved ones and strengthen our love/ relationship - maybe bringing
love into others lives?
fully aware this is babbling - just trying to work out whats in my head......
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